Blog Post by
Rev. Dr. Craig M. Howard
Presbytery Leader 

September 4th was our anniversary. Marilyn and I celebrated 15 years by purchasing a house in Ellisville. It is a great idea, very romantic, and a whole lot of work! These past two weeks I have been moving from my house in Ballwin, into our home in Ellisville. The distance is only 10 minutes, which makes it worse! This is because we figured it would be easy to go back and forth between houses: bringing and cleaning, lifting up and putting down, boxing and arranging. Each day things get better. I can find my belt now!

We have been living between two homes, and it feels like living between two worlds. It is a familiar feeling because I and the leaders in the presbytery, feel as though we are living in this way every day. During a conversation with some pastors from my generation, we talked about the many things seminary didn’t teach us! Boilers, roofs, and septic tanks came to mind. I didn’t know I would have to know so much about real estate, taxes and finance! The list could go on.

The preparation we needed was not to equip us for all of the details of the ministry, but for liminality. Liminality describes the in-between spaces we live into as we lead and serve the people of God. Liminality means learning to be comfortable with uncertainty, pushing ahead without knowing the results, and risking different approaches to problems. Experiencing liminality is feeling off balance and unsure where the next step is on the foggy path we are taking. But sometimes the path appears as we take the step.

Liminality not only applies to pastors, chaplains, teachers, and other leaders, but it applies to those in the pews, the hospital, and school room. We are all living in changing times, and we are all affected by them.

Now is when we also feel the grace and presence of the God who said, “I am who I am” (or I will be who I will be). God is a God of change, and at the very nature of this changing God is love and grace. We need both of those arms of God to embrace us as we move forward in the path the Spirit is calling us to take.

Look! I just found my socks! I get the feeling things will turn out alright on this move!

Rev. Craig M. Howard


  • Posted September 17, 2019 7:10 pm
    Susan Andrews

    Wonderful! I am sharing this with wonderful, anxious, changing Ladue Chapel.

  • Posted September 17, 2019 9:40 pm
    Charles Pfeifer

    Well put Craig. Thank you.

  • Posted September 18, 2019 7:26 am
    Diane McCullough

    Much needed encouragement, Craig. Thank you!!

  • Posted September 18, 2019 8:37 am
    Joan Marshall

    It’s a lot like parenthood!

  • Posted September 25, 2019 3:41 pm
    Clark Sugg

    How does God change? i guess Jesus changed as he grew as a human. Does God the Father change? i was taught God did not change.

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